Monday, September 17, 2007

i received my results on the day which i flew back to spore. wasnt happy wasnt sad.. just kept thinking why i got a B+ for my MPD1. GPA 3.57, slight improvement but still.... over is over.
got back to school today and i couldnt wake up.. kinda miss the way hw LF wake mi up everyday at Hoian. and i didnt do anything the whole morning, nth but slacking.. i still need time to tune back to my project mood. i think my heart is still left over at hoian. kept thinking of the homestay, days spent with everyone for the pass 14 days, every single things happened be it small or big, the email kenny wrote to me. today is really xin bu zai yen.
today started my VPP and was involved in helping for the teambuilding. because of that i'm unable to do my proj where my supervisor was helping jamal n eugene. cos of the teambuilding i ask her when can i meet her and she told me the whole wk she's busy. so mine is like KIV??? sianx.. haix! tt's the thing which im most concerned in and i really want to make an effort to do but i really cant concentrate the whole morning. when i see the 2 of them working on their part and i cant do mine.. haix... i think tml the same thing will happen again.
when i was gg home, chatted with LF and realised i have tons of things to be involved and get done. seminars, industrial visit, cleanroom rules test, YEP post com service & gathering, project nuts, np regenatta(dragon boat), red camp, ECES AGM, FOC, D&D and most impt my FYP!!! have to rush for datelines for competition, techno fair, open hse. and there's some things which i dun wish to be involved but i have no choice but being forced to. even LF & kenny told mi to piroritized my work but i dun hv the choice. how to reject eve? i just need some space to breathe!!! criesss... how i wish some ppl can share part of my load.
tml still have another day of teambuilding and have to start planning and racee for my YEP post com service. And i jus realise is just next sat. omg... who can help???

same same but different...

deep in my heart....

tired...

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