completed our VPP teambuilding session. at least one event down. had seminar in the morning regarding future studies. this 3 days, i jus think that i'm wasting my time. nth done looking at my 2 grp mates progressing at their proj and i just look at my lap top aimlessly. facing them is really stress... always doing their stuff and i have nth to do. scared that cos of my part, i might slow down the process of my grp proj. for the pass 2 days, i missed my supervisor due to involving in the teambuilding sessions. she told them wad to do and i'm still stuck at my troubleshooting and untouched at all ever since my exams. worried that she might get angry over me being busy wif so many things and not focusing at my fyp. and she always made an effort to midac no matter hw busy she is and i'm away. agrh...
i really wish to put everything aside. i want a break from everything. really wish to back out all those upcoming events i have on hand. but if i back out, the whole grp will be disqualified. haix.. and worst is that i'm being forced to do it. although i always tell LF to reject ppl's help at certain time, but it ends up reflecting on myself too.
although jus nw ardi had heart to heart tok wif LF, i oso learnt some of the pts thru wad she said. focus for this last 6 months and not to waste the time in NP. the last lap..
how i wish i can go to sch without so many things in my mind just like 2 yrs ago. now, nothing but just fyp. and my supervisor has high expectation on my grp.
i shld say that i'm lucky to pass my clean room safety test. i was totally not focusing jus nw during the test and i fell aslp during the safety video. =/
just pray that tml will be a better day... really hope that i can do something to my proj!!!
now my target is to read newspapers.
i really wish to put everything aside. i want a break from everything. really wish to back out all those upcoming events i have on hand. but if i back out, the whole grp will be disqualified. haix.. and worst is that i'm being forced to do it. although i always tell LF to reject ppl's help at certain time, but it ends up reflecting on myself too.
although jus nw ardi had heart to heart tok wif LF, i oso learnt some of the pts thru wad she said. focus for this last 6 months and not to waste the time in NP. the last lap..
how i wish i can go to sch without so many things in my mind just like 2 yrs ago. now, nothing but just fyp. and my supervisor has high expectation on my grp.
i shld say that i'm lucky to pass my clean room safety test. i was totally not focusing jus nw during the test and i fell aslp during the safety video. =/
just pray that tml will be a better day... really hope that i can do something to my proj!!!
now my target is to read newspapers.
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