reminiscing

everything is settled down. things just happened too sudden and it was so difficult to come to a final decision that is time we shld let her go instead of going through all the suffers. is was just like stabbing our own hearts when our decision was firmed. i hope the wound in my heart will heal soon and fill up the emptiness. i missed her... 思念
shall get back to my normal daily routine, had alrdy lost track of time for a week. only today that i realized tml is the last day of 2009. omg. time flies. haix. REGRETS...

my knee hurts again after kneeing down during prayers. but this is the least i can do. =X