reminiscing

AHH.. TIRED.. very very tired. haven being resting well ever since my exams ended a month ago. cant believe tat we stayed back in our lab to rush our proj til 930pm. was totally drained out. starting to have red eyes and my head starts to spin at night.
I'm really very exhuasted. how i wish i wont get into the competition, though is jus 1 more week to go. im not sure if i can hold on for tat long. i just cant focus well everyday, feeling tired. i guess i started to tone down alot starting last wk. i just want to shut down the whole body system. life is so messed up now. loosing appetite again. dun wish to think and know whats gg to happen next but to minimize my energy lost everyday. just feeling that im gg to tear apart very soon.
i just want my DIP to END! i dun wan anything but just REST! how i wish to sleep and nv wake up til i'm really ready.
i need healthy food and intensive exercise. diet getting out of hand, quota for junk food has exceeded too much for this month. putting on weight i guess. BAD!
i need the sun tml!!! pls wake up else i will get no where. =(
shifting out of hall by next week, gonna miss my room! i dunno hw will my life be the nxt sem without a hall. haix...