reminiscing

ARRGGHHH!!! Feeling so sucks now! The feeling of wanting to mug but your body doesnt allow you to mug is so so BAD!! even encouragements couldnt really help me much! hw can i save myself? struggling in a pool now without a float. i think i just need to swim myself through this 2 weeks. felt very stress and tied up suddenly, partly knowing that i have less than 48 hrs to my first paper and many things are still unsure. haix... seeing all other ppl mugging so hard can really make yourself pressurized too. my friends and i joked among ourselves that we should reserved a place in woodbridge first, just in case we need it. haha... the modules are really gonna kill me to death! at this point of time, i dun wish much, my aim is just not to repeat this bloody sems! i know its not going to be easy, though 3 yrs will pass quite fast, but i will be tortured by the exams for 6 times! Roars! and many ppl started to tell me that they had regretted choosing EEE. hope I wont be affected.
I JUST WANT 24th NOV to come AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!!!!! and i will be happy as ever again. there's so many things lined up for me to accomplish. faster faster faster!!!!