生命过客

一生要失败几回, 才知道成功的意义

在失去的时候是否依然那么在意

i kept it to myself for 8 yrs and finally i opened up.. it may not seem veri serious but is something which i think i made myself into a failure. i realized my mistakes and walked myself out through it, but the guilt is something which it will always remain. u know how bad can it be at the moment when you loose the trust from everyone especially frm ur own parents just overnight. is just LOST and BLANK totally. took a long time to gain back the trust. they just gave up hope on me and i also think tt i'm a hopeless kid. only when one of my teachers said tt is not the end even though u are in the normal stream. tt sort of enlightened me somehow. at least i have proved them wrong.. "it's so tiring to bring you up..." e moment i hear this, i ask myself why would i do such things to hurt them so much... i cant bring myself to say sorry though i really felt sorry and regrets. mayb one day i will... tried my best to be filial, to compensate. and i think e onli thing which i really made my parents proud in my 21 yrs, is tt i got myself into uni.

anyway, i have already come so far, so continue to work hard.

thxs jo.